Epic Lists.

I want to make a list.
A list of tasks to accomplish before break is over.
Perhaps this qualifies as a preliminary Resolutions list...
Here it goes.

Epic List 2009!!!

- get into the habit of exercising

- get into the habit of church

- get into the habit of doing what I want, no regrets, no holding back

- have my dad teach me how to play the guitar

- finish Harry Potter (I'm on book 5!)

- start reading Lord of the Rings/ Narnia

- movie marathons {including, but not limited to: lotr trilogy, chick flicks, tcm}
- learn to sew buttons on coats

and now we move away from the specific to the general ----->

- holding on tight to my beliefs/standards (my grip seems to have loosened).

- standing up for myself, for what I believe and what I want out of life, regardless of reasons and explanations given to me. I don't care if it makes sense. I don't have to agree with you. 

- volunteer more. join organizations that I want to join... even if it seems silly. 

- write more. I want to explore my brain. my imagination.

- paint. 

and now we move on to random thoughts ----->

- I feel like my right arm is my weapon of expression. It's tingling for some sort of outlet. I just need to figure out what works... 

- I love my friends dearly, but I'm finding myself bothered. mostly by things said, ideas, priorities. they no longer match with mine. it's sad. 

- I need a job.

- I have so many questions that I don't really know who/how to ask. 

- I like my basement when it's clean.

- I wish there was a way to get rid of all the negative things about people. I'd like them so much more. 

- I really can't stand the glorification of self destructive behavior/habits. 

- I need to stop complaining so much. about everything.

- I don't think I should feel guilty for having high expectations.

- I want to hold your hand. 

- I want to know. I like learning.

- I don't want to give up on big ideas, hopes. Reality will not conquer me. 

yet.

- I will use correct grammar and capitalize when necessary.

Happy Christmas Eve.