Today.

I think I have found the cure to my lack of productivity, motivation, drive, joy, etc...

The winning combination is waking up early and drinking pots of coffee. 

Because right now I feel phenomenal. 

Yes, I only managed 3-4 hours of sleep last night.

Yes, I am running on reheated coffee from yesterday.

Yes, I am out of my dress clothes and back in my pajamas.

But hey, I feel awesome.

I want to be busy, busy, busy. 

This morning I presented at the Undergraduate Conference on a panel with 3 classmates from last semester. There was no real benefit to presenting, no obligation. I was simply contacted by my professor to lend a hand to someone's panel. So I did. All nerves aside, I'm really glad I did it. 

All English classes are cancelled due to the Conference. We were the first panel (9:05), so I'm done for the day. I think I'll clean my room (again), crochet, study for Art History, and maybe work ahead on a few things. I'll hopefully even go to another presentation later today. Just because. 

{here's to hoping today will be the day I want it to be.}

huzzah.