Dax Diary 16

July 6, 2004

Tuesday

7:03 p.m.

I just feel so pressured. It seems so easy. I want to give up. Not like it would make a difference because I'm not getting anywhere. I feel so trapped. I don't even  want to look at myself anymore. I'm so disappointed with myself. I feel so weak and helpless. Hopeless. Faithless. I want to beat this. But I don't have an example to follow. Who do I follow? 

7:17 p.m.